....I'm Back

Hello Friends!!
After months and months of not posting....out of laziness really, i decided to get back into the whole blogging thing....i've missed it really.
to catch everyone one up.....this has been my life as of late..

*school is back in full swing, and i'm "dealing" with it. Although in general i really dont enjoy going to school..at all, this semester actually hasn't been too bad. I get to school and leave as soon as possible, and so i feel like i'm not there as much. never have i been one to hang around campus just for the heck of it, or post myself up in the library to study...nope just not my style. I'd rather study while sitting on the couch with a cup of coffee in my hand, blanket, and comfy clothes on.

* work.....I've been working up at Diablo Grande golf and country club for the past few months. I pretty much have a love hate relationship with the place. I LOVE the location, nestled in the hills right on the edge of town in the middle of a beautiful canyon. Every single day i am surrounded by loads of dear, cotton tail bunnies, huge oak trees, and the most beautiful birds. theres a sense of solitude being up there. The 10 minute drive up a curvy road leads me to this little gem, where theres no cell phone servive, and beauty is every where. I honestly love that.
Dislike: I've realized alot about the world working up there. Its all about money, and status, and it honestly makes me sick sometimes. I stand behind the bar (im a waitress...not bartender) and watch the same people day and day out, trickle in and have their 5 classes of wine and talk about how much they have accomplished and blah blah blah. but really what does your huge house, your nice car, and great job bring you...its fading and momentary gain, that really in the scope of things means nothing. it pains me to see so many ...many whom i've come to love the company of, falling into the trap of chasing after the wind. Its everywhere up there, and i know thats what the world is full of, but i feel like being up there, its just in my face every day and i've been really just seeing it lately. It saddens me, but also encourages me to be bold and share what i know to be truth. ...i know that as i make myself availiable the lord can use me in a great way up, there and i am excited.